What a mess. It was July 1st last year when I last posted. Because I thought, "Gee I'm stuck at home with lots of time, I'll get back to blogging!"
Instead my mental health had a banner year. Not a good banner.
I'm better though, now.
Well... I'm "better" now. Stable. Medicated.
I still have my moments. I still think I'm a sucky writer and a crappy GM despite all evidence to the contrary.
I want to get back to writing though. I just don't know what, and I have trouble motivating myself to do so. It's hard.
Why am I writing this? Why should you care? Because I think we need to disable the stigmas around mental health. Because I think there are people out there who feel similarly. Because I finally realized it wasn't my fault and I didn't have to beat myself up about it, and neither do you.
Am I coming back to regular blogging? I don't know. Maybe.
Don't worry about that though. I'd rather you be honest with yourself if you need help. I wasn't until I finally was, and I wish I had been sooner.